| have you ever spent so much time with someone you care about that when they leave you, even for a little bit, everything becomes washed out and loses it vibrancy?
then you realize how much that person really means to you.
zed.
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| Desperate concealing shadows
Still and silent
Pale illumination beckons
Riotous thoughts unbound
Nagging doubts
Damocles hopes
Stirring winds stir elusions
Fingers drawn against white skin
Scenes play out on dark canvas
Always mine
Always
And never.
-me
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| couple things i've learned in the past few weeks:
1. The ________ is not a lie.
2. The ______ ______ is also not a lie.
3. Some pain is good, more pain is acceptable...but it leaves marks.
4. I've been missing a lot in the past few years.
5. Sleeping alone isn't all its cracked up to be.
...for now that is all...
zed.
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| this was longer, then i re-wrote it.
original was shit.
so how about some more of it?
my condescending lie
how about some insomnia
how about some musing
how about some breakfast?
how about some fear?
how about some change?
how about some tears?
how about some depravity?
how about i had to
ask me again at 2am.
p.s. i've been listening to adam gontier's cover of chris isaak's 'wicked game' since xanga doesn't have it availible in the "currently listening" thing.
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| lies, scandal, and debauchery.
zed.
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